Falling In Way Too Deep

It's about 3 in morning 

Try to catch some sleep

Just sitting here thinking

 Falling in way to deep

Is it worth trying fo

rIs it  worth enriching the poor

Is it worth fighting for

 Or let slip, and watch it fall to the floor 

I gotta find a way

Gotta keep trying

Gotta keep this route 

Cause others slip, and many of them are dying 

Many of them are dying 

Many of them are dying 

Oh! Stop this senseless nonsense

It doesn't pay rent

 It doesn't rise you above

It isn't heaven sent 

All this constant rambling, babbling, and circling around 

Gonna set you through the walls, gonna put you in the ground

I Hid

I hid where the light shines and can't find me

I let the darkness roll in and bind me

I let the false thoughts control despite of me

And now I fall into obscurity silently

I'm stuck in the murk and I can't find my way

I'm stuck with solitude and he's here to stay

Like quick sand it swollowed and turned to clay

Oh Lord come near and take me away!

I Wonder About Super Heroes

Sometimes I wonder

Wonder about the heroes 

Were they born with lightning and thunder 

And destined to always conquer foes

Did Superman walk before he flew

 Was he weak way before he knew

He could left cars with the curl of a finger

And save the world 

Troubles (Lyrics; kind of dark but I still hope to accompany it with a solid tune)

 It's the final stretch

Try to catch my breath

But the troubles keep taking me away

Thrown into tomorrow and forgetting about today

 But I know there's solace, I know I'll find a way

So tell me your still there

Tell me your the one, the man upstairs

So tell me, you still hear us

Tell me, you still answer our prayers

Approaching the finish line

But caught in the fog malign 

And the creatures still haunt these empty streets

Preaching their self worth

Preaching their faulty girth

And tearing me, carrying me away

So tell me, your still there

Tell me you still care

And tell me you will come down

And tell me I'm not lost and still found

It's hard to think about these empty streets 

It's hard to think there's more victory than lone defeats

It's hard to think theres still a way and that something as good as you is here to stay

I still got a lot to learn and my soul and heart yearns

For the wisdom of life to rise above rise above the strife

If I Have You

Perhaps if all the fires loose their ember

I'd still have a picture to remember

 Perhaps if the sun cease to shine

I'd still have a light that would only be mine

Perhaps if all the homes were to crumble

I'd have a treasure to keep from the ruble

 Perhaps if the blue sky were to fall

I'd still have stars to fill it all

Perhaps if the floor beneath were to loose it's upward force

I'd have wings to take off and take my own course

Perhaps my heart is beginning to fail or dwindle

But if I have yours, I may continue happily, even if it's just a little

Just Go

If you stop moving, the enemy surely got you beat

You gotta trudge, push straight through the sludge

And if you're lucky, those golden gates you'll meet

And if you are victorious, with the gods you'll have your seat

Who Do You Think You Are? My Last Retort

Who do think you are to down grade  a human being

Just because they believe in a greater all knowing  being

Who do you think you are to say that they can't learn

Just because you lack an understanding in charity so firm

You've built up your knowledge in science 

You even made logic your only alliance

And yet you say your a well rounded individual 

When you lack the ability to pull a full visual

See while you preach and teach and use a pretentious speech

Of logic and empirical data

You got happy individuals making money off of heavenly art saying "hey, see you lata!" 

Edison is one of them

Yeah I know he's a man of science 

But I know he also had an illogical experience

He sought to make the light bulb practical, to put it in every home

But you wouldn't even think for a second "that looney is on his own"

Why? Because he already succeeded And a new invention he created 

But he didn't create, he found a way, and that way he employed 

Cause even science says "neither energy or mass can be created or destroyed"

But obviously God is way to hard to believe

And the idea of harnessing light is obviously a lot easier to perceive

 Now if we say that Edison found a way and put it to use

 Do you think we can find a way in GodDon't tell me, you choose 

You see, all scientists are crazy until they choose to succeed

And humans are all atheist till they choose to believe

But you know I'm not trying to convince you 

So stop your crying now, here's a tissue

Cause I know you've made a wise assumption in assuming I am a believer

And with that illogical schema you shut your eyes and claim I'm human's deceiver

But it's funny cause I don't think imperical data or logic are included in the definition of "assume" 

But ignore that point and let the pointless corrections of my basic knowledge of science resume

So you know what, I'm going to stop talking

Cause I already know this irrelevant argument your caulking

 But in all honesty, I mean no disrespect

I don't mean to belittle but I mean to correct

I believe in God, and I can understand your view

But what I don't understand is why God believers have to avoid arrogant people like you 

You see, if I can understand your philosophies

You should be able to understand mine

But instead every time I speak of God, not to you, you whine

You lack the audacity to see beyond the logical line

And you use it as an excuse to forget to be kind

But I just think that your upset that believing in God, I can start

And at the same time I can understand science and still be smart

Our Choice

I wanna know why the world is shadowed in doubt

Why the world claims knowledge but still ignorance it shouts

Why people give up

Why people show up

 Like fakes and make less than satisfied lives because it works

Life isn't supposed to just work

It was supposed to run

To hit the stars and rise with the morning sun 

To shock and appall

 To unite and and stand tall

But like the Beatles I see all "the lonely people, where do they come from?"

They come from among the the songs not sung

The dreams not given time to ignite

The values that they did not fight for

And then the same people tell people like me to sit down and shut up

To get with life and grow up

That a beautiful life is a fictional story

And then they step up and rise on their mediocre glory

But I don't care anymore.

 I know life has a lot more in store

And now I am going make a demand 

That instead staying down and watching things hit the fan

I'll stand up and be a man

Not necessarily because I will be great

But that someone great will see

And see that I was me, and decide to be

And not be late and begin the road they were meant to persevere 

So they can see my mistakes and figure the same will happen but not have any fear 

That one more tear is the motivation to go on one more year

I believe in these things and when I look I see hope

But according to some people, these dreams belong in a fictional book. 

But they don't matter

I rather lose trying to be something

Than not play and subside to being nothing

A Slightly Humorous Reflection of Anxiety

Tell me how much I fear

Tell me all the horrible things I want to hear

Tell me I'm bad, tell me I'm sad

Tell me that I'm too fat 

Tell me I'm worthless and not worth a dime

Tell me if I try I'll lose every time

Tell me I'm numb,tell me I'm dumb

Make up the chances to put me zero to none

Here I go, here I go again

In my head, never gonna ever win

In a circle, spin me to delirium

Shake me down, and fill with me helium

Now float in the air

No destination

Only hesitation

Procrastination 

Retardation 

Abstention 

Accommodation 

Suffocation 

Affixation 

Affliction

Oh here I go here I go again

With a Obnoxious sense of tedious allocution

 Got to stop got to stop on the spot

But how do I do it?

It seems I forgot!

Man's Scientific Process

Assumptions, facts, questions, thoughts, answer
No: facts, assumptions, questions, thoughts, answer
No: assumptions, answer, questions, thoughts, facts
No: drop all of them, except for thoughts and assumptions and never put the others back
That is the day we live in 
That is the poor joy we've taken 
This is what we've chosen to lack
This is who we are, under our own attack
I assume I'm right, therefore I am 
I have a thought, therefore I can
Rather than I read facts therefore I know
And I question assumptions therefore grow
I have a thought, and I have an assumption 
I have a fact there for I claim absolution 
Instead of I have a thought questioned by fact 
Therefore I have no assumption only truthful acts
I am right, and I am right 
Therefore I have facts, and the facts are right 
Instead of I assume to be wrong, because I do not know everything
And facts are not absolute therefore I should claim nothing
Even in science theory is the highest law 
And laws are a guide line, not a definite call of default
It is not a topic of eternity because of the omit of anything contradictory 
But a method and products of ways proven true 
Not given the method and products for things not even taken into view
Yeah, yeah, yeah. But what about laws! 
laws are proven correct only because of its tested theory
And a theory is proven correct as soon as its tested by its law
So we learn that everything is solidified and vindicated through its test 
Not everything just is and will and always will be because of ignorance's educated guess 
So what we know should always be tried
As well as we try because of the things that we already know
I don't care if walking has always has gotten me there
Once I hit a body of water I better prepare
Once my foot hits that unsteady substance 
I now know that my present knowledge and the real fact are at incongruence 
But most people are likely to hit the water 
And now suffocate and in their lungs feel its influence 
Rather than try a boat and avoid being Pride's martyr 
No matter how hard I try
I may never convince
No matter how much palatable evidence 
I provide it will seldom be given admittance 
But what I can do now
Is what others can never do later
Give the unproven it's time 
And see the inevitable be created
As myself, the Creator